Thanks universe

my mother is healthy and recovering. She is doing better each day.

I hate you God

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I Hate you. ektu sahajjo koro..ektu koro..please ektu koro..ektu koro please… sahajjo koro please..bhul hye gechhe amay Khoma koro..Deri kore felechhi… ma ke kosto dio na please..please please.. please ma er byatha komie dao..please

Cancer

sob sesh kore dilo Ekta jhor. R konodin kichu thik o hbe na. Erom I katbe life. bhogoban please ma ke bhalo kore Dao.. please… eto kosto deserve kore na ma.. amay khoma kore Dao please 🙏 bhogoban please khoma kore dao

Ma

please thik hye jao na ma…o ma.. tumi amar best friend amar sob..ami tomake ektu sustho dekte chai… o bhogoban…ami ki korle bolo tumi amar Dike takabe? Ektu kotha sunbe.. please please ma ke bhalo kore Dao.. please

R parchi na

Onk onk pap korle nijer ma ke eto kadte dekhte hoy.. khoma kore dao bhogoban..please khoma kore dao bhogoban please khoma kore dao..tomar duto pae pori..eto kosto dio na please…ma ke bhalo kore dao go..please go..

Overwhelmed

I am feeling overwhelmed. Everything is overwhelming!!! I am not a daughter , a dream fulfilling project. I am so lonely, I have almost lost every single person from the closed group I formed.

I am angry

Khub obhiman hochhe bhogoban tomar opor!! Khub hochhe… ma er moto lok ke tumi eto kosto dichho.. eto kosto dile tumi.. ki kore bolo? Tumi toh Sorbo soktiman!! Tomar bhul dhora amar khomotae nei. Kintu tumi amar ma ke eto eto kosto dicho ami mante parchhi na …amr khub kosto hochhe..khub..bhison kosto hochhe bhogoban… please […]

What am I doing wrong?

Why are my prayers unanswered? Why am I a failure? I just can’t believe a person like my mother is suffering so much. Every thing is wrong. I am a bad daughter.

I am sorry

I am sorry ma for giving you a headache. I am sorry. I never could share my feelings with you because I was afraid to hurt you. For twice I tried. I hurt you badly. I am sorry for falling in love with Aman. I am sorry. I just want you to get a cancer […]

You finished me

Why God why? Why have you chosen some people to suffer so much? I can’t take so much!!! Baba is also not doing well. I can’t take any more. Should I take all the pills at once and end my life? This seems to be the only escape!